Guilt

I feel so small,
It is my fault,
I should have known better,
Taken some responsibility,
I should have seen the signs,
If only I had...
Or maybe...
I do not know anymore,
I feel so inept,
So powerless
So tiny,
I suffer in silence,
As no one would blame me at all,
So no one could understand,
How I could feel the way I do,
I feel it's my fault,
I feel awkward,
I feel responsible,
I just feel,
Guilty.

I Miss You...BestFriend

We are not friends now,
Divided waves by ships bow,
I miss our chats,
Exchanging letters hitting mats.

I miss your smile,
Your laugh and guile,
I miss your jokes,
And opinion on blokes.

We shared the path you and I,
Shared our dreams and made them fly,
We shared the rough and the rougher
And together showed we were tougher.

I miss your tolerance and charm,
I miss your contented calm
You were the last to leave my side,
When I needed a place to hide.

I miss your laughter,
And for ever hereafter,
Regret the breaking of our friendship,
To leave along life's trip.

If only one word,
To make myself heard
To make amend
Is this, BestFriend.

If you Love Someone

Inspired by the quote:

"If you love someone, let them go, If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't their love was never yours to begin with"

-Source Unknown

If you Love Someone

If you love someone,
Let them go,
If you love someone,
Set them free,
Close your eyes,
Wave farewell,
Tell them,
That you love them,
But they must be free,
That you care for them,
But it is time for them to leave,
To find their own way,
Their own path.
Having said your piece turn away,
And walk home.

If someone loves you,
They won't let go,
If someone loves you,
They won't want to be free,
Open your eyes,
If they return to you,
It is meant to be.

If someone does not return,
It was not meant to be,
If someone does not come back,
The love was never there,
And their love was never yours to begin with.