Guilt

I feel so small,
It is my fault,
I should have known better,
Taken some responsibility,
I should have seen the signs,
If only I had...
Or maybe...
I do not know anymore,
I feel so inept,
So powerless
So tiny,
I suffer in silence,
As no one would blame me at all,
So no one could understand,
How I could feel the way I do,
I feel it's my fault,
I feel awkward,
I feel responsible,
I just feel,
Guilty.